Hold Your Breath ft Elise Graves + Utmost Restraint At this point, Utmost Restraint knows me pretty well. Yes, we have played together on many lovely occasions, but also, he pays attention. He knows that orgasms in general - and vibrators specifically - are strong motivational tools for me. He wanted to give me the lived experience of knowing - truly knowing - that I am able to go without breath for much longer than I previously thought. Thus, I am rewarded with the vibrator on my greedy clit as long as I simply give up my right to breathe. Naturally, he is there to encourage me every step of the way ;) Given that my head is hanging off the edge of the table, my squirmy body is on display! Even though I am tightly zip-tied to the frame, I certainly find room to wiggle!